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Loneliness and Despair

October 16, 2006

I’m drowning into the shore of loneliness, and regrets, looking for something to help me hold on, but the abyss just keeps pulling me towards it.

I’m not trying to be selfish and own this feeling for myself, for I know there are others. This is the worst finals ever! In my entire life as a student, never did I fail several times on a subject. And never even once during final exams. I don’t think I have become that dumb, just that I could not have the right answers for information I have not encountered.

I thought my preparation for this subject was too much to obtain a good grade. I even dared not to read my notes for the other two exams. Fortunately, the two exams went well or else…

What I’m particularly worried of is not whether I’ll pass this subject…for there is still chance. But I just can’t accept a grade that I don’t deserve. If I may give my opinion, rating must not be based on how well one knows, but how much one learns. This could be justly achieved by giving exams based on the knowledge that has been passed on to students- may it be through discussions or report, as long as it had been properly extended to student.

As I am blogging my sorrows in here, I beg for forgiveness for wasting your time reading my sentiments. I’m also trying to picture how my parents are going to react to see my grade fall from excellent to ? This would really be heart breaking for them. L

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