2007 Resolution

Only hours to go and we are welcoming another year of new experiences and challenges. I’m taking a short break from programming codes for our thesis - to reflect on events that had occurred throughout the year before I completely move on to a new chapter of my life.
Countless events happened this year. There were the happy memories, the heartaches, the accomplishments and the chaotic situations. These events became the venue to learn more of life’s most wonderful lessons and the chance to see a different me. Thanks to these hardships! I humbled myself and accepted God once again into my life… God with whom I’m sorry to have rant for years which unknowingly was the cause of my own misery. I realized that I need Him more than anybody else in this world. Reconciling with Him just made my load lighter, knowing that I have someone to lean on during my downs and someone to share my happiness with when I’m up. I just want to thank God for not giving up on me.
I was a different person this year. I was obedient yet managed to keep my beliefs and fought for my dreams. This year I was just so human. I allowed myself to commit mistakes once in a while. I shared joys and laughter with others. Shed tears and inflicted pain to some. Become aware of my physical limitations as human. Human very imperfect, yet not an excuse for not giving my best in everything that I’m into.
The Year 2006 is so rich of experiences but surely the coming year would be tougher and more exciting. Moreover after graduation… I’ll soon be opening the doors to the real world of uncertainties. Will I be able to survive? The path I shall take still unknown. It shall be unfolded soon!
I want to live a better life the coming year. I still pray for everybody’s health and continuous blessings from the Almighty One.
In my part, I also have some resolutions and plans that shall determine the pattern of how my entire year would flow.
· Since graduation is fast approaching and I am a soon-to-be-employee (that is if I’ll be able to find a job), there is an urgency to build a little self-confidence which I have been struggling for years. To achieve confidence, I must force myself to talk my ideas out to people. If I’ll be given the chance to say something, I must learn to keep my thoughts focused and organized, in such a way it would be understandable to my audience. If worse comes to worst, I will opt to enroll for public speaking class. Confidence is all that I lack. My ideas no matter how good would just become damn useless if I won’t learn to share it with others… Easier said than done, but I should try…
· I wish to continue my Java and Assembly language adventure.
· As soon as thesis is done, I promise to get enough sleep and I would reduce my pc hours to maximum of 8 hours a day.
· I would like to detach myself from my obsession from work and give myself some time to look into what life has to offer. I want to have some leisure time. If time would allow, I wish to take a vacation after my graduation, to relax and condition myself for my journey as an employee.